As you gain practice, you will find prepping as less of a burden. I will list them so that you can let out that sigh. Then, we can get to work exploring your reservations.
Sorry. Most of us have to employ techniques to get pumped in the morning. It's not that we are lazy. More often, it's that we have 15 different things that could be completed, and starting involves a choice. We're indecisive.